BROKEN VESSEL
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This was her perfect relationship he was so different from her tribe that she has dated. He knew she wasn't exposed and she was a really innocent girl and was ready to take her for who she was. Their first date night, they went to Ibadan to see a movie (meaning they would have to sleep together. M made her hair for her and was happy for her, she told K to grow up and stop acting like a child. The road trip was fun. They didn't have sex!!! and she wasn't comfortable changing in his presence so it was still a toddler's relationship. She gave the gist to E.A who was concerned about the whole thing, he told her to be careful. K was happy with E and she has named her 3rd child for him ( in her heart) because she was so sure these would lead to marriage. Until one day..
E wa K's perfect man and they compliment each other, some guys would actually do whatever it takes to get K to date them so he won himself a lottery; guys that knew K was in a relationship became envious of him and some even told K they didn't mind her dating her boyfriend and dating them, but she turned them down and prayed they find their soulmates as she has found her's. K was a perfect definition of a good wife material: good home training, CHECK, Godfearing, CHECK, Honest, CHECK, wife material, double CHECK, Intelligent, CHECK. She respected E even with the age thinggy... The only thing we can say she lack was her lack of exposure, she really wanted to do whatever it takes to make her relationship last even if it means she has to have sex with him. And another mistake she made was that she got too comfortable in the relationship and stopped involving God in the relationship though she started with God.....
One day E came to visit K and he was going to sleep over (they both do sleep overs now at each other's house). E was K's first in so many things ... so they had to talk about life after service and they both talked about their future plans. The initial plan was that they will go for masters in the abroad (lol) but K's father wanted her to go to a different country from her BF. She told E about the change of plans and he didn't take the news well he thought she was going to leave him and forget about him, but K assured him that she would remain faithful and they both will definitely end up together. K promised that nothing will change between them, and she was more scared that he will be the one not to keep to his promise and he said he wasn't going to leave her either. It was an emotional day for these two loffas(lovers). As usual they started kissing (K loves kissing) and it got really intense as usual they had a romantic moment, moment that made K's toes crawl up. So basically sometimes they say they should just have the sex but K will change her mind that she wasn't ready and it was something they have both adopted to and E usually respect that even though he tried to convince her that they should have sex. So like every other day, she told him no she wasn't ready that it will be painful, but that day he didn't stop infact she thought it was a joke until she got pinned down and it all happened so fast she found herself begging him to stop and please look at her, when she found out that it wasn't working she started screaming if her Landlord would hear her voice and come to her rescue ( that day he and his family had gone for vigil in church). She was so helpless and she found herself crying so hard because it's like he wasn't going to stop and these wasn't a joke, her world came crashing down before her very eyes and all she could think of was "why was this happening to her"... Oh she fought really hard but can we just say she got what she asked for ( she blamed herself for so many things). How can her soul mate rape her.. it was the worst day of her life. E raped her!!!! And she was motionless her voice had already gone from the shouting and screaming, she was lifeless as she watched her world crumbling down.. when E finished he slept afterwards but she couldn't sleep she wept terribly and couldn't sleep, as she watched him sleep peacefully she wanted to strangle him or can she use knife and stab him! No that will be too bloody and she's not killer, she was disgusted and was angry because she still loves him.. finally, she can close her eyes and sleep. She woke up too early, did she even sleep at all? she cried that her eyes were popping out and red she was weak, tired and angry. He woke up and saw her face, she saw remorse on his face and he realized what he had done, he went on his knees and was begging her, he told her he couldn't control himself and didn't know what came over him, he said he thought she wanted it and thought she was crying because he was forcing himself in. He started cursing himself that if he leaves her so and so should happen to him; he made a promise to her that if he leaves for any reason he should be miserable in life with lots of plenty curses on himself that she had to tell him to stop (because if they get married she wouldn't want her husband to be under a curse) E went ahead to tell her that if they separate and go for their master's respectively, he might loose her and didn't want to loose her so he had to take her virginity by force.. K just wanted the day to end and not see him again. But she loves him!!! Oh she really did love him that she forgave him and never mentioned what happened to anyone except the fact that she told M who told her that it's normal that some people do loose their virginity like that and she had nothing to worry about. Deep down K knew the foundation of their relationship was shaken and probably things will begin to fall apart..besides, who will believe her when she finally wants to open up that her boyfriend raped her? What people would ask her is that what was he doing in her house at that odd hour? So many 'what ifs' was on her mind but she had to live each day one day at a time but until then they are both stuck together... FOREVER???
Thanks for reading!!
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